I think today I finally understood where most of my misery of the past year comes from. And the answer is quite simple: my job. Today I had a long discussion with my mum and she (a qualified psychologist fyi) confirmed the conclusion I somehow reached by myself - working in customer service is making… Continue reading Some things just aren’t for you.
Sometimes I wonder what is real. I feel like I spend so much time hooked up on some imaginary struggles, competing, goals. And then reality strikes me and I understand how stupid and shallow all of it is. What's more, I understand that this is not what I want. I want what is REAL. I… Continue reading reality and the untruths
For those of you who haven't read my previous posts related to my acting journey, I should begin by saying that this year has been one of the most intense years of my life. In a nutshell, I spent the year finally finding the guts to pursue my passion and auditioning for drama schools across… Continue reading A year of auditions
Why do I constantly feel that what I have to say doesn't matter? I feel like people, even my friends, don't want to listen to my stories or even hear my voice; that it bores them, makes them feel uncomfortable, that they'd rather talk to someone else. As a result, I always get super self-conscious… Continue reading Self-esteem monsters
We are often so tempted to judge the quality of our life based on certain milestones and whether we have achieved them yet or not. Milestones such as graduating school, Uni, getting our dream job, getting married, having children etc etc. A lot of us are guilty of getting so caught up in pursuit of… Continue reading Moments
Lately I have been thinking about happiness and what it really is more than usual, and I think I have acquired a new perspective on it. Here's what I found. We've all probably heard the phrase: "Fake it 'till you make it". Now, I admit I'm not the biggest fan of it. I don't think… Continue reading Happiness
Why does it take so much For me not to see you To turn away To run Then you look at me and shivers rush down my spine And I fear your words so I escape before you can speak The law of attraction is a cruel one Sometimes we long for those we cannot… Continue reading Outlandish, pt.2